by Mary M Payne
I want to get up early before sunrise,
before the black birds even,
before the gendarmes patrol.
I will tug on my clothes ,
shaking dreams aside
and start down the empty road
to the forsaken sea.
I will watch the sky lighten by degrees
the first shards of gold, creamsicle orange,
a fanning of pinks.
I want to suffer again the “galets”
flat and round as dough cakes
shape-shifting under my feet,
to hear the murmuring of old man Mediterranean
encouraging, preaching, beckoning.
I will footmark the Covid forbidden beach
while I launch a prayer of thanks. ..
to the god of nature, to water spirits,
to trees, to bees and….yes, to people…
to trees, to bees and….yes, to people…
that rare sub-species…”the caregivers.”
I want to get up early before sunrise
before the street lights blink out,
before the merles’ tentative trills,
before the first stirrings,
I will stealth on padded feet to the sea,
to glory in what we've never lost.